Funk. Everybody is in a FUNK.

It's no secret that I have been in a funk. It has been a long couple weeks of mommyhood with little or no breaks from the kiddos. I teeter totter between looking at them with a feeling that my heart my burst if I love them anymore and pulling my hair out. It's a weird thing --being a mom.

But I am none the less, in a funk. The hubs and I are planning a trip to Vegas. I should be excited but I'm more worried about how we will pay for it and how the boys will be with us being gone. They are staying with their "Omi" and will be in great hands, but still...it's only the second time I will have been away from Jake and the very first away from Nathan. Freaks me out a little bit.